my mum is back to hospital. She will get a third stant tomorrow morning as the blood does not circulate well enough- If all goes well she will be released home on Thursday.
As for me, the Cushing ls at full firce now. I have developed all the symptoms by now. I was sick in the stomach for a week now, and since this morning I am throwing up and there is nothing to stop this, the doctors say. This moerning I sat on my bed and for the first time in this whole fighting and walking on I felt I am going to lose. The bastards are grinding me down.
The doctors are still running tests on the Cushing while at the same time they tell me my rare version of this is untreatable. Time is running and it is my time. Two weeks ago I went to our football derby of Schalke vs Dortmund. Noq only 14 days later I can hardly walk to the bathroom and back. Someone tell me whats gonna be in two weeks from now on.
There is not much I can say in this moment... I hope all the tests give a eventually positive result and they find a cure or at least something to diminish the Cushing symptoms so you can keep fighting. You know I'm with you, we all are. Alles liebe ♥
Originally posted by hawkmoon_269:Keep fighting Kirsten you've battled so hard don't let negative thoughts creep in, keep believing in yourself stay positive you can beat this.
