"not today. really, not today, beloved friends. It is a time for good news today, so let's celebrate in our own way , shall we, you will see why
update:: today, my friends, is Jan 17th. Iz is an anniversary for me, because on this day exactly one year ago in 2013 I had my 3rd brain surgery in Duisburg as you might recall. I survived. I did, and it was not a given I did, I went through some thngs since then - but here I am, still able to be a nerve-wrecking nag on you guys here
thank god.However, the good news now
a zillion control checks fill my schedule these days. Yesterday I went to the radiologist, she did an EEG - the stroke I had in November/December left no damage at all 
doc said I was incredibly lucky I got away with it like that, and she meant it in all seriousness. Happy happy me *knocks on wood*Then today, next stop endocrinologist. Main result the professor had for me: Cushing syndrome is beginning to slow down in progress, which means it may not get me down soon but seems to give me more time to work on it. And time is so precious. Main thing to say: it is getting better
never fully, but for now, for today, I got good news. I got the hope for time given and I wanna celebrate. Every day we celebrate life is great, and I wanted to share with you
you carry me through every dark and tough moment, so I take you through this happy day now as well it is shortly before midnight here now, and I'm going to put on the Rose Bowl dvd now in just a minute, switch to Streets, turn up the volume like woah, rock the house with this holy sound and go party 
I love each and every one of you, guys. I do. Feel yourself hugged. And some other things, too, haha
Huggelyhugs! 
-- but today, just today, I want to share the happy things with you, my dear ones.
