That's indeed very emotional Fabian. Since Istarted being a U2 fan, I've been aware that music is some kind of magic. Kite and Streets are perfect examples by the way.
that is one amazing thing that happened to you, my friend. the thing is, it is so special, it can hardly put into the right words. but it's the miracle of U2 and their music and the special things that happen to us in our lives. sometimes, everything just falls into place
In the Harry Poter movie I watched yesterday, it's said something like : "Of course that happened in your mind. It doesn't mean it wasn't real", that's so true, even if I don't know if it was Fabian's case.