I will have my Birthday tomorrow, but it won't be a happy Day to me because i have no one who will call me or anything else, i'm really jealous about you guys having a good Friendcircle! But at least i feel even worst that i moan about my situation looking at Kirsten and Emiel(I'm sorry mate don't know your real name!), you both are so brave, i really hope you will get better soon! Wish you all the best! (Please forgive me my bad English;D)