Originally posted by Buttons:[..]
Patou its not fake
Originally posted by MacStripey:A close, fatherly friend of mine, a friend of 20 years, was delivered to hospital this afternoon with a sudden heart attack.
We just rang his wife. He has just passed away. I am numb.
I think my dad just lost his best friend. He and my mom just drove over to their house to give comfort to his wife. And they celebrated NY a few hours ago with best of mood.
No words. Just like that. Gone. If only I'd drink alcohol I'd get myself drunk like hell this very moment.When will this ever stop.

I'm glad that it helped you realize that something, and maybe make your journey a bit easier (?). There's a positive side in everything, even in the darker of the darkest times.