1. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:[..]

    Really? You going to go with things I said weeks if not months ago, well I have been civil in recent conversations? Grow up. In this conversation, the only time, I said to fuck off, was in response to something you said. If you knew jack shit about psychology, it would make more sense to accuse me of having poor self image, and depression, anyway (which I don't). Either you where being a smart ass, or you know nothing of the symptoms of autism. If anything I would say I suffer from some form of masochism, given my comfort with being miserable, and my tendency to purposely destroy chances at being happy.

    I would equate your being civil in recent conversations with an alcoholic not having a drink for a couple of days. Your character is your character. You seem to embrace it - good for you, I suppose. Why would you purposely destroy any chance of being happy? For fuck's sake, Aaron - GRAB happiness. You never know - you might just get something out of it. Being happy, for one. As for your self image - that's YOUR business, but your aggressive conduct in here becomes everyone else's business and makes it a problem for us all. If your self image/esteem is so low, don't come in here looking for some form of validation in response to your gubbins. Which I realise I'm giving you.
  2. Originally posted by thejonner:[..]

    I would equate your being civil in recent conversations with an alcoholic not having a drink for a couple of days. Your character is your character. You seem to embrace it - good for you, I suppose. Why would you purposely destroy any chance of being happy? For fuck's sake, Aaron - GRAB happiness. You never know - you might just get something out of it. Being happy, for one. As for your self image - that's YOUR business, but your aggressive conduct in here becomes everyone else's business and makes it a problem for us all. If your self image/esteem is so low, don't come in here looking for some form of validation in response to your gubbins. Which I realise I'm giving you.

    What you fail to realize, is that I'm as aggressive in real life, as I am on the net, to the point where my friends have taken fairly drastic measures to try to get me to stop. Being happy is overrated. It can go away in an instant. Being miserable keeps one wanting for more in life. It gives me the drive I need. If I was not miserable, I would have not gone to college, or be willing to work shitty jobs. Being miserable gives me an edge.
  3. I wonder if I wrote a book about my lives philosophy, would anyone buy it?
  4. But you claim to hate college anyway - so what's the point? It's not driving you towards anything, as far as I can tell, except more misery. But being so aggressive, all the time, is just asking for trouble. I've been to uni, got a degree and I'm STILL stuck in a shitty job. Doesn't matter. I have friends - who I don't regularly insult and fall out with - the occasional female friend, my boys, regular travel. One doesn't NEED an edge - aside from one with a guitar who needs to put a frigging album out - having an edge, as you see it, only alienates other people. Seriously, Aaron - what's the point of that? Why be like you are?
  5. If I was happy, i would have no reason to improve my life.
  6. If you were happy, you wouldn't have to.
  7. There is always room to improve.
  8. Yes, clearly.
  9. If one is happy, then they have no reason to improve. The more miserable you are, the more you want to change it. In order to truly appreciate being decent financially, you need to have been in a shitty minimum wage job. In this day and age, one is almost forced to go to college, a system, which has created a severe shortfall in the skilled trades, jobs which make good money, but are avoided as they are seen as lower class. Why should I not point out how goddamn stupid this whole situation is? Its nice to go to college, if that is whats right for you, but you need guys to install the electrical wires at the college, and install the plumbing.
  10. Become a fucking plumber, then, and stop whining.
  11. I have no interest in being a plumber.
  12. I ought to write a book. I wanted to anyway. Its as good a book idea as anything.