If one is happy, then they have no reason to improve. The more miserable you are, the more you want to change it. In order to truly appreciate being decent financially, you need to have been in a shitty minimum wage job. In this day and age, one is almost forced to go to college, a system, which has created a severe shortfall in the skilled trades, jobs which make good money, but are avoided as they are seen as lower class. Why should I not point out how goddamn stupid this whole situation is? Its nice to go to college, if that is whats right for you, but you need guys to install the electrical wires at the college, and install the plumbing.
Well, find SOMETHING, for Christ's sake. And in the meantime, belt up about how shitty college/work/life is. We get it. As I've said before, get yourself sorted out. I don't know that being asexual is working for you - you have some anger to get rid of. Blowing your load might well take care of that. Don't get me wrong - I'm not saying that sex is the answer to everything, but it's a pretty good answer all the same.