Thats a long time.. I accidently stubled across this site, I think I was invited if I remember rightly..But not sure could have also just been browsing and liked what I saw..
Now thats amazing memory, I only remember things that take my breath away or things that are really bad, bc inbetween theres too much to rememberI also have dreams ''minimum'' of three a night If I have one its so unusual I thing something is wrong lol too used to being thrown about by every emotion and yet im still like glass bc of my illness one day it will be better...
Im tired today and confused and my mum doesn't help she tells me to give up but she doesn't know what I know and what im missing if I listen to her I wont be listening to myself at all....but if I continue I could just become more upset and start to loathe things I never used to, mum gives me the worst advice at times and nobody else helps either which makes me wonder if shes right about what she says to me what if I listen to her then truely nothing will happen but now with my doubts i beginning to believe she is right all along so im unsure but if im to win im to listen to me only and that would be competition
