Originally posted by Buttons:Cant sleep, dont know why but. where have you gone to aaron ? left you a pm in case you come on, hows your girlfriend going ?
Sorry I did not add you on Facebook, but I have a policy of only adding people I actually know. That and she ain't my girlfriend (but I feel like I'm making progress.) I texted her earlier asking if she wanted to hang out tonight, but she never got back to me, which admittedly don't bother me that much, since from hanging with her I get the impression she don't check her phone often, and she actually pretty much told me I can come over whenever I feel like it if her car is in the drive-way. I just choose to text her, because I woke her up when I went over a few days ago, so I figure a heads up is nice. Also think I might move to actually calling her instead of texting her. Shows more interest. I'll call her tomorrow if the weather is nice, because we where discussing shooting off some high grade fireworks I got ahold of, if she gets out of work early enough, and it stops raining for more than five minutes. If its rainy, or she works to late, I'll see if she wants to hang Sunday, since we are both done working by noon.
Last time I was over (we finally stapled the rug), she seemed more flirty. She kept poking me with various tools, and pieces of carpet, including using a vaccum on my ear lobe, which she joked gave me a hicky, and didn't seem that bothered, when me and her grandmother joked that if it was visible for any length of time, that I should tell everyone she gave it to me. Also when I was leaving, she made me stay about five minutes longer so she could show me her skimpy french maid halloween costume.
So yes, I would say I am making some progress, if not an exceptional amount. I have a few game plans, to use depending on what happens next time I hang with her.
Was gonna call her in a few and ask if she wanted to do anything. If she don't answer her phone I might just walk over. Like I said, she told me I can come bu whenever. I just prefer to give a heads up.
Worst night ever. Inside of about 3 hours or so I alienated one of my oldest friends, and killed any chance I had with the first girl I liked in over a year. You know what the saddest part is? I have reached the point in my life where I really do not care. If I am destined to be alone without anyone else in this life so be it. i want to get on a train, and take it wherever at this pomint. Nothing left for me here.
She was having a Halloween party. I got drunker than just about anyone there and caused some shit with one of my best friends who was there. Honestly think it might bes salvageable with her, since she was genuinely trying to get me to calm down, and go watch tv for awhile to get a little sober under the ultimatum of having to leave, instead of just kicking me out, when she had every right to, but now one of my oldest friends wants nothing to do with me
Well my long time friend I alienated refuses to talk to me, but she seems to have genuinely accepted my apology, although she wants me to cut back on the drinking and to try to make things right with my friend. I was kind of crying when I apologized to her. Not sure how I feel about her seeing that. I think I might just give up drinking in general. Who knows? Could help my chances with her. Show her i'm willing to improve myself.
