Was gonna call her in a few and ask if she wanted to do anything. If she don't answer her phone I might just walk over. Like I said, she told me I can come bu whenever. I just prefer to give a heads up.
Worst night ever. Inside of about 3 hours or so I alienated one of my oldest friends, and killed any chance I had with the first girl I liked in over a year. You know what the saddest part is? I have reached the point in my life where I really do not care. If I am destined to be alone without anyone else in this life so be it. i want to get on a train, and take it wherever at this pomint. Nothing left for me here.
She was having a Halloween party. I got drunker than just about anyone there and caused some shit with one of my best friends who was there. Honestly think it might bes salvageable with her, since she was genuinely trying to get me to calm down, and go watch tv for awhile to get a little sober under the ultimatum of having to leave, instead of just kicking me out, when she had every right to, but now one of my oldest friends wants nothing to do with me
Well my long time friend I alienated refuses to talk to me, but she seems to have genuinely accepted my apology, although she wants me to cut back on the drinking and to try to make things right with my friend. I was kind of crying when I apologized to her. Not sure how I feel about her seeing that. I think I might just give up drinking in general. Who knows? Could help my chances with her. Show her i'm willing to improve myself.
Nice improvement but please try your best and humble yourself and make up with your old pal, pride is no good no matter how nasty you were to each other, and good mates are hard to come by these days sometimes unless you got things
at least you dont look so nasty now