She was having a Halloween party. I got drunker than just about anyone there and caused some shit with one of my best friends who was there. Honestly think it might bes salvageable with her, since she was genuinely trying to get me to calm down, and go watch tv for awhile to get a little sober under the ultimatum of having to leave, instead of just kicking me out, when she had every right to, but now one of my oldest friends wants nothing to do with me
Well my long time friend I alienated refuses to talk to me, but she seems to have genuinely accepted my apology, although she wants me to cut back on the drinking and to try to make things right with my friend. I was kind of crying when I apologized to her. Not sure how I feel about her seeing that. I think I might just give up drinking in general. Who knows? Could help my chances with her. Show her i'm willing to improve myself.
Nice improvement but please try your best and humble yourself and make up with your old pal, pride is no good no matter how nasty you were to each other, and good mates are hard to come by these days sometimes unless you got things
So the girl I like and have been hanging out with has a date tomorrow night. Should I back off now, or only back off if it reaches an actual relationship? I'm mature enough to handle it, just walking away. I know she has her own life, and honestly, I know one date does not an actual relationship make. I just don't want to make things awkward.
no Aaron you should ask her out on a date too before it's too late, I'm annoyed my internet on the iPad is not working so I can only come on this site for some reason so I'm just going to listen to Alice coopers show on the radio tonight and hopefully the clouds pass by and I can surf later
My friends say to stick with it for now, but make a move soon. I want to wait till I've been sober a bit longer though, before trying. In any case, its a bad time to walk away. Shes under alot of stress right now working two jobs, and last I saw her she looked like she was ready to pass out. I'm sure, even if she don't really show it, she likes having someone who cares about her in her life right now, and i want to do something nice for her, when she comes over.
sweet aaron I hope things work out for you bc I really believe all you need is a woman and one with good influence i wish you well as for me I got everything accept retirement and a man so looks like I just have to keep busy somehow
at least you dont look so nasty now 
