Would like to just run away, and go back to the status quo. Obviously I can live with the not knowing, since I made it this long But I feel if I back down now, I'll regret it more than just not knowing. Especially since I got the idea out there of wanting to catch up, and most her co-workers seem to like me (which I take as a good sign. If she thought I was a creepy stalker, she would have told them, presumably, and they would be much colder to me), I feel backing away now, would be throwing away any kind of advantage I may have.
I'm on the iPad and playing scrabble with mum and it turns out I won't be going away a few days so thought I'd pop in here and for crying out loud aaron she is probably crazy about you, as long as you don't play any nasty mind games with her that can put her off,
Stop being paranoid, she's probably nuts about you the same but you won't know if you don't trust your instincts and try??
good advice there aaron i would take it
whiskey is all gone but im in a great mood
i should go out lol
caught up with an old friend and we're catching up friday
she one of my best friends
got to cheer her up
going through a break up
You think shes crazy about me? I've known her like 7 years. In that time there was a 3 year stretch with like no contact, and on average we seem to see each other maybe half a dozen times a year, the last few years, and like I said, last time I saw her, I badly botched my first try, at seeing if she'll catch up with me.
I call bullshit.
I am doing this for closure, and so my best platonic chick friend, who is also close friends with the girl in question will shut up about it. Of course she thinks its a good idea, I mean who don't like the idea of two of their closest friends hooking up? I called her out on it. Too be fair, I did feel like a dick after, but that just ain't how the world really works.
This is real life, not some fucking romantic comedy.
My shrink says, my issues is I spend too much time thinking about every single possible way something could happen, and tend to focus on the worst possible outcomes.
Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:My shrink says, my issues is I spend too much time thinking about every single possible way something could happen, and tend to focus on the worst possible outcomes.
I know I should do it. I honestly cant think of any good reasons not to. I just don't see much at this point coming from telling her straight up though, except closure. I'm cool with that though.
I mean everyone I've talked too agrees my logic checks out, on trying again, even though she didn't get back to me the previous time I tried to get her to catch up, but what if she actually wants nothing to do with me, and hates my guts, and I just make myself look like an asshole? I don't like coming off as desperate.
