No your being negative, we are only given what is known we can handle, lord upstairs knows this and knows what will happen and you don't, if she is your mate and likes you it will work out with or without screw ups but you do have to try and also not be negative
So you should ask her out again and as soon as possible don't let it linger and be sure to flirt
1. I didn't ask her out, I asked her if she wanted to catch up. Major difference. As I said I botched it, but we had been having a nice conversation prior.
2. I suck at flirting, outside of just eye contact, and joking around.Our hands touched when she gave my cash back. Thats somewhat flirty, lol.
Trust me, I know this is stupid. If I choose to do this it is so I can get closure, and move on. There is no way at all anything is gonna come from it, I'd bet money on it.