sorry i forget your athiest, rainbow is not some stupid movie either, neither is coincidence but rather a divine force with wisdom and knowledge, oh and if you happen to sleep and have dreams that your drunk and horny that too is just not pre-thought by a mastermind but just coincidence and evolution, sorry but that was me and my sarcasm
sometimes i feel like doing that to rid the negative that attacks me when the boss uses me for work, but today im back to normal and good just a little scarred and tired and impatient and selfish, but an innocent good selfish in my own right, im only seeking happiness like yourself and i know what that is but i have to make sure im okay before i cant give my all to others or i will fall apart otherwise
whatever is best for you
but dont avoid love if you can find it
it will make you feel alive and bring music to your soul
honestly its worth everything money cant replace it
and its free to share if your smart