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  1. Well it sounds like she at least kind of likes me. Would be easier if she didn't though. My shrink says I should step out of my comfort zone, and give it a try. That my extreme fear of failure is unfounded. Also given her facial expression when I said, I think the girl in question would be better off getting a restraining order, I feel I may have broken some kind of record for negative self image. I say my shrink should go fuck herself.
  2. I can't speak for your shrink, of course, but I'd say she's right on the first point there. Christ, if a plug ugly bastard like myself can get married to a beautiful woman, there's hope for all of us, Aaron.
  3. Moot point for me. The girl in question ain't good looking.

    Funny thing is, its when I'm trying to come up with reasons not to try, that I start losing my shit. When I just accept it, and say I should try I'm good.

    Admittedly my current break down came about partially because of how it went last time something like this happened to me. Last time a so called "friend" decided to have a conversation with a girl I liked in an effort to gauge and help my chances, it actually involved threats of blackmail against me, manipulation, and outright lying on his part.

    The two situations are nothing alike, but that was my first thought the other day. "Not this shit again, I cant take this again."
  4. I still ain't sold on trying actually being that good an idea, but thats why I had such an epic freak out over it though.
  5. So I decided that I am actually making an effort. She was not working last two times, I tried to hit her up, but whatever, least I'm trying.
  6. According to a co worker, I have managed to give up on life prior to my 25th birthday.

    I refuse to accept this statement.
  7. I feel I should apologize to this website, for some of my recent actions. Not saying that I was wrong, just that I don't need to be a dick about it.
  8. I just realized, I've only actually listened to Songs of Innocence one time since I bought it.
  9. Drinking chocolate ''powder'' for Stress
    Jasmine green tea for when you feel like ''Dirt'' and need to Degrease yourself from Junk food
    Water plenty of it for Detoxifying Alcohol consumption during and the day after and also helps with stress believe it or not
    Coffee and lots of it is bad for Stress and Anxiety
    Peppermint or Mint tea for Uplifting
    Chamomile tea for Good Sleep

    honest good advise it will help to cope..
  10. Coffee is so not my thing. I prefer Mountain Dew for my caffeine fix.
  11. The terms of the day are cognitive dissonance, and psychological projection. Both are easy to see in my freak out.
  12. Shrink says I'm making progress.
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