1. That's right. Bad desease, this one.keeps you suffering over years nobody deserves this *sigh *
  2. Originally posted by MacStripey:Got a call a few hours ago from my godmother.
    My godfather has just passed away due to his suffering from Parkinson. He was in a bad state lately and spent the last week in hospital in agony as the doctors wouldnt accept his personal written decision to be let go when his end came. Damn German laws. His wife, my godmother, faught for him to be let go in peace, in the end she took him home. With the beautiful place only he could see then, a broad smile spread over his face and then he left for good.
    Burial to be next week. He became 71.
    He -obvviously - accompanied me all my life. He was relieved now but he will be so dearly missed. RIP
    I dont like this year so far.
    My dear, I'm terribly sorry to hear that But I'm very glad that your granma finally could take him home so he could spend his last moments there ♥

    I lost my beloved grandmother 7 months back and I still miss her each and every day, so I know how you feel now. Walk on ♥
  3. Originally posted by MacStripey:Got a call a few hours ago from my godmother.
    My godfather has just passed away due to his suffering from Parkinson. He was in a bad state lately and spent the last week in hospital in agony as the doctors wouldnt accept his personal written decision to be let go when his end came. Damn German laws. His wife, my godmother, faught for him to be let go in peace, in the end she took him home. With the beautiful place only he could see then, a broad smile spread over his face and then he left for good.
    Burial to be next week. He became 71.
    He -obvviously - accompanied me all my life. He was relieved now but he will be so dearly missed. RIP
    I dont like this year so far.
    so sorry for your loss, but i hope you have many dear memories of him, you have my sympathies..
    btw im glad your going to a few shows this year i hope you can be stress free and really have a ball of a time you deserve it

    aaron if you want to and if you mean it an apology doesnt go astray ??
  4. Yes, I'm sorry. Still don't think you where right, but there was no need to be such a dick on my part.
  5. Thanks everyone for your nice words,much appreciated *hugs * :-)

    btw we need a hug smiley in the just updated smiley edition! ;-)
  6. I'm so sorry, stripey. cannot believe the ignorant german paperwork crap sometimes... keep remembering the good times and memories and he shall live on with you you know I'm not religious but this I believe. /hugs
  7. double post, thanks to my phone..
  8. I have to be the only person ever to drink two glasses, and 3 cans of Mountain Dew, on a day they decided to just relax, and take it easy, lol.
  9. apology accepted
    i hope you get yourself sorted with your shrink
    and you may think i was wrong but i was only telling you what the girl believes in being a christian
  10. In fairness there are many different variations of Christianity. Shes a Luthrean. She seems to be of the type that follows it pretty strictly herself, but tends to not be overly preachy to others about it.

    My issue was you where basing your advice around the idea shes into me. I highly doubt this, and in any case it don't matter, because its a dead horse. I'm moving on with my life. There comes a point for every man, where he must realize that some dreams are best to let go of. Make no mistake, I'll be crazy about her, till the day I die, but I just ain't naive enough to see anything good coming from it.
  11. well im sorry, i guess it would be nice if we could see in ones mind how they feel about us then trust would not be a stressful issue,
    but i hope you discussed this with your shrink, it would be a good idea
    i have nobody to talk to, and since i dont trust anybody i have no assurance so im dying inside with all the negatives that plague my mind and its killing me and my mother slowly because she dont understand, and i have no cure i think bc reading minds is beyond a reality
  12. love is dying inside because of it, life for rent - dido