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  1. My shrink wants me to try. My best friend wants me to try. My work out buddy wants me to try. Random people I play online games with want me to try. I'm just having a hard time accepting advice from people right now, due to how it went last time, but I am trying my best to give them the benefit of the doubt. Not everyone who claims to want to help me is a liar.

    I know I should try, and actually most likely will at some point. I'm just irrationally terrified. Afraid people are trying to set me up. Afraid I'm a stalker. Afraid if she gives me a chance, I'll mess up.

    I really need to stop letting the past define me, when the events have nothing to do with each other. I've liked her for years. She seems at least somewhat interested, which given how rarely I see her, means if she does like me, its also most likely been for years. Why is this so complicated for me?

    All I know for sure, is that she was asked if she would hang out with me, if I asked. She said yes, but would prefer having more people along because shes socially awkward one on one. Well she was not told I like her, given the context its pretty obvious, I mean usually someone ain't gonna just randomly ask in the middle of a conversation "Hey, would you hang out with Aaron, if he asked you to?", if a just friends relationship is what is being looked for. That, and I don't think most men are gonna want to hang out with a woman they don't see that often, and consider just a friend, enough that they would discuss it with one of their best friends enough, that said friend, would ask that to the girl in question. Thus since she said she would if asked, everyone I have ran it past says she sounds at least kind of interested.

    Even though I am terrified by my own admission, I am gonna try. Hopefully sometime soon, since the idea is out there now, and if she is interested, I am not one to keep her waiting.

    Still not sold on it being a good idea. I just know its not a bad one though.
  2. Who knows, maybe it actually is a good idea after all?
  3. Who knows, maybe it actually is a good idea after all?
  4. your like me a friggin yoyo, yes good, no bad
  5. Whatever, least I'm trying now. She seems at least kind of interested, and the idea is out there now. As someone who reads The Art of War at least twice a year, I'm a believer in never wasting any advantages.
  6. If it goes wrong, I'm saying told you so, lol.
  7. Originally posted by MacStripey:Got a call a few hours ago from my godmother.
    My godfather has just passed away due to his suffering from Parkinson. He was in a bad state lately and spent the last week in hospital in agony as the doctors wouldnt accept his personal written decision to be let go when his end came. Damn German laws. His wife, my godmother, faught for him to be let go in peace, in the end she took him home. With the beautiful place only he could see then, a broad smile spread over his face and then he left for good.
    Burial to be next week. He became 71.
    He -obvviously - accompanied me all my life. He was relieved now but he will be so dearly missed. RIP
    I dont like this year so far.


    i m very sorry
  8. doble
  9. Trying to bug her tomorrow. Got my hair cut recently, and I just shaved. Only issue, is I smell like ass when I get out of work, although I assume shes gonna realize most people ain't gonna smell good after getting out of a hot kitchen for 7 hours.
  10. She was working, but was busy. Getting tired of this, although I feel its an improvement. Instead of cracking the fuck up, going on about how she should file a restraining order, I'm just feeling annoyed with the realities of the situation. Only thing to do is try again next weekend.
  11. your thoughts on receiving a restraining order are a bit extreme aaron, now thats way too negative and paranoid
  12. aaron i will chat with you much later, i have to turn the light off and get off the net so the dog can sleep, will chat much later now im just going to lay in bed and listen to soft music, seeya
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