From buddy to buddy I think you should get the mood thing sorted despite having valid reasons to walk away..
And, I don't appreciate being accused of leading her on. I asked her if she wanted to hang out, once. It was awkward, and i made an ass of myself. Hell with it. I dont need her.
Hell, I know I am most likely making a mistake. I do not care. I have full control of the situation. that is all that is important.
You were more pleasant earlier on this week, you even made me smile but now you just give up, well you do what makes you happy
Its not about happiness. Its about not losing control of the goddamn situation. And I still resent being accused of leading her on. Asking someone to hang out, and making an actual move are two entirely different things.