I lack a effective way to follow up. That is not disapearing. Hell she said it herself, that she understood, my bugging her well she was busy at work, because we dont see each other that often, and if she was interested at all, than surely she realized after the fact, that she has Facebook issues, and as such, sees why I cannot get ahold of her.
She knows where I work. She aint gonna show up, and I work in the kitchen anyway. Hell, she has a short attention span. She most likely forgot about our awkward conversation 30 seconds after it happened.
I found out about her facebook issues through our mutual friend. In fairness, this as not exactly a surprise as its knows shes hard to get ahold of on Facebook.
I have noticed, when I accept the situation, I am fine. I may bitch a bit about certain aspects of it, but I'm good overall. When I try lying to myself is when I start losing my shit.
