sorry i got the age wrong i knew it was 20's im terrible with names,dates and ages..too much going on upstairs to remember stuff like that..
at least you have your grandma..she seems nice
theres something about that generation which is art in itself sorry i cant find the word right now..had too many cups of tea and my anxiety is flaring up and stress but might have a drink to ease it..
she seems to me she wants to be friends is all i can say for now
you have my disease you think things over too much and stress over it.. you need to make your plans..keep to it and keep busy doing things to forget about your plans until the time arrives to act on your plans.. if that makes any sense ??thinking about it is going to ruin you if you over think things..
for example you plan to see her tomorrow..fine plan what you want to say ( what you need to say) then go out and do something else and distract yourself till the time comes to do what you want to do..but if you dont do anything else you will dwell on it and it could go negative for you since i notice you get negative and have your doubts not that its bad to doubt but doubt is a bit like an assumption which could be wrong and ruin you,,
okay then lets not talk about it.. you know what to do..
im really bored and sposed to be studying lol
but your keeping me busy which is good
but im sure its late where you are ??no ??
ive always wanted to go to a craft shop and buy a put together model car with paint , mags and pinstriping etc now that seems like fun and have a collection it would look good in a lit up glass diplay cabinet or something i would love to do if i had a son with me and do like one a month because it gets times consuming and expensive
the drink wins lol.. im having a martini, you got anything to drink?? you can join me and we can drink to boredem anxiety and stress
i like video games when my daughter was growing up we got her boy cousins to sleep over and we used to hire video games from the video shop and spend hours till morning on them taking turns and falling asleep in the loungeroom..i loved it but i never bought one for her bc i disagree with being on those things all the time it spaces out the brain too much and i believe in going outside and climbing a tree or waterfights as it get hot over here..needless to say some activity involving going outside or exercise
im terrible with names,dates and ages..too much going on upstairs to remember stuff like that..
