1. You fail to realize just how bad it got for me the last time.

    I honestly hope, that when I tell her, I'll go away if she asks me to, that she'll just ask me to.(that felt like a drunk person sentence. Whatever.) She don't, shit get complicated. I like linear situations. Why the hell you think I'm planning on just walking away after I tell her, without waiting for any kind of reaction? Because I cant take this shit anymore.
  2. with that said i cant stay on the net as im going out and have to pack my things
    and be prepared to leave home for a few days
    but ive got internet and radio but for next few hours its just radio..
    so will catch up tomorrow
    so chin up aaron your too hard on yourself and you have low selfesteem from what i gather and theres no need to be like that
    your a funny bloke and you have made me laugh with some of your pms
    chat tomorrow
  3. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:You fail to realize just how bad it got for me the last time.

    I honestly hope, that when I tell her, I'll go away if she asks me to, that she'll just ask me to.(that felt like a drunk person sentence. Whatever.) She don't, shit get complicated. I like linear situations. Why the hell you think I'm planning on just walking away after I tell her, without waiting for any kind of reaction? Because I cant take this shit anymore.
    it may be hard for you but it aint cancer aaron or a dibilitating mental disease haunting you,, you must try and over come this and chatting to your granma dont hurt either..
    i have to go
    seeya
    xx oo
  4. I assure you, my grandma don't give a shit about my nonexistent love life. I need to get this shit squared away. There is a 95% chance this is gonna go bad. I accept that. I need this done regardless of the outcome.
  5. meanwhile i will be here if you need to pm me bc your stressed
    by the way i think ''saint john wort'' herbal tablets would be perfect for your anxiety you buy them at the health shop it may take away alot of your problems
    meanwhile keep busy
    seeya
  6. I don't go for new age hippie bullshit. I honestly ain't even that stressed. Just realistic.
  7. Realistic. I ain't naive enough to think there's a happy ending in trying with a woman that I have most likely been in love with (I'll admit it. Not sure, but I've been crazy about her and ain't been able to get over her for a long time), for like 7 years, and never been able to act on it because I'm a dumbass.

    Also your music sucks. Not as much as unrequited love, but it does.

    More than my job though. Its sufficiently pointless and poorly ran enough that I can tell co-workers to fuck off, and threaten to stab them (in fairness its mostly joking)when they piss me off, and managers just give me dirty looks.

    I'm kind of useless in general, but I ain't taking shit from idiots. Hell with them all. I just want to be left alone, but at some point that became socially unacceptable. If I don't hurt anyone else, why should they fucking care what I do on my own time? Bunch of goddamn hypocrites, who need to mind their own damn business.

    I'm fine by myself, thats a cold hard fact. I don't need my co-workers, I don't need my "friends", and I sure as hell don't need a woman.

    Right now I am as fine as I have ever been.
  8. Just tired I guess.
  9. hangover ??
  10. In general. I don't get hangovers. I hate my doctor. Told him I was broke and he wrote me a 200 dollar prescription. Fuck it. Don't need it anyway.