And I stand by my statement that I mentioned this before. Maybe phrased it different but I told you this multiple times. Just never called it her talking about me behind my back but what else to call it?
And I stand by my statement that I mentioned this before. Maybe phrased it different but I told you this multiple times. Just never called it her talking about me behind my back but what else to call it?
I am sure I mentioned my best platonic chick friend telling me she ain't interested to you, and me deducing that it sounded like she was just doing some fairly mild complaining about me almost getting her in trouble at work. She very well could have straight up said she was not interested. I did not ask for too many details as I know I would over think them, and I trust my best friend enough that when I say multiple times it sounds like she was mostly just complaining fairly casually about me almost getting her in trouble at work, that she would say it was just straight up said she was not interested as wellbas having been less supportive of sticking with it. I know I told you she was doing what I considered mild and justifiable complaining about me. I did not nor do I now consider it to mean anything more than her being annoyed I almost got her in trouble at work the one time. I'm just annoyed she did not tell me this. She's the honest type, why wouldn't she? I was straight up about the fact I hate bugging her at work and all but straight up said if she asked me not to I wouldn't. Guess I have to just straight up say it.
Sad part is as much as I want to tell her to fuck off I know I ain't gonna be able to, and I'm gonna be polite to her about being honest if she wants to get rid of me, and I probably will get her number and this nightmare will just continue on.
Not like she's going around telling everyone I'm a creep or something like that ( have dealt with that type ). Sounds like she complained to one person ( who I don't think she realizes how close I am with ) that my bugging her almost got her in trouble, and it sounds like she was not even that hostile about it. Just wish she told me. She's honest. The fact she didn't scares me.
Got a newsflash for you. If a paper is the toughest thing you have going on in your life your life ain't that hard. I'm stuck in a dead end job I hate, in love with a woman who don't give a damn about me, cannot stand the majority of my so called friends, and wasted three years of my life studying for a career I had no business being in so cut me some slack. I'm a loser by my own admission. Usually I'm cool with it. Sometimes I feel like venting. Buttons for some reason I can only imagine finds my life interesting. Usually we pm. I was drunk last night.