1. needless to say my love has died for him since then its floating somewhere where we used to be but now im different and my mind is dissappointed and he has no clue bc hes gone
  2. Fair enough.
  3. hes dust now, lives, loves and breathes for it
  4. i get ill whenever im reminded of it and im surrounded by memories
  5. anyway im going to attempt to try and get some sleep now,
    enjoy the show
    tomorrow i wont be listening in, probably be sleeping or doing something
    hopefully im not back here in 30 mins bc i cant sleep bc of meds
    seeya chat whenever
  6. Sleep well.
  7. thanks
  8. slept but very lightly just kept on sleeping dreaming and waking up then repeat
    i could do with more sleep and they were all stupid dreams that made no sense
  9. Ain't all dreams?
  10. no, i have awesome dreams most nights but then i get nights where their real stupid and i think why ?
  11. I deal in reality.
  12. some people like to escape to dreams bc their ill and its freedom