yes and you answer for yourself alone too...
especially when you screw up or are in trouble
so dont blame me if she dont like you
just remember i think love is important in life
but love that is lived with passion and longing
something you lack i think
i wanted to help you because loneliness
makes for the best and happiest marraige
and lacking all those things forms an appreciative longing
and understanding
but strangely you seem to lack that and find your own substitues
love should be passionate and desparate
not wishy washy its not about being cool
its about feeling passion and deep love
to make it withstand the biggest sunamis
so to speak
and still have the fire ablazing
not if it causes one suffering and unhappiness
i do, what i know i can manage and be happy
no-body chooses to live miserably and suffer want and needs
people can manage it if theres fairness involved
but if there isnt you press on to where you know
you will be happy