after a while when you get enough of that crap you tend not to like people so much and become bias
i trust no-one because even the nice ones can be sly
but on odd occassions you come across real gems
normally they a plagued with various problems
like being poor or sick
or have a crumby job or crumby folks
or crumby kids or crumby partner
or crumby siblings and then you feel sorry for them
and think would they have been just as nice if they weren't so plagued
or is it because they are so nice that they are plagued....
the mind wonders
needless to say the sweetest person can become bitter and nasty which is an unfair sad shame
im really cold to what i used to be
im warm like fire and really sweet like candy but its all deep inside now and ive become less tollerant and more hard of peoples crap bc their so selfish or complain about petty crap and show no insight or consideration
She forfeited her right to my unconditional respect because she was not honest with me about the issues with me bugging her at work. And it hurts because I do respect her a lot in general.