The female third party is my best friend, like a sibling, and happily engaged. I trust her, I just think her logic ain't the best. She puts too much stock in single things outside of context. Only way to ever know for sure is if its straight up admitted. I don't see what sounds like it was mostly some fairly passive complaining about what I consider a legit issue to mean much one way or the other.
In fairness I never asked if itvwas straight up said. Just some casual probing. I know if I got the exact words I'd over think it. Trust. When I say "well it sounds like the main issue is my bugging her in work could get her written up" I trust my best friend to say if a lack of interest was just straight up stated. Kind of funny, even when choosing not to take her advice I still have to trust her. I also presume she would have told me if the vibe was overly hostile. Well she thought I should quit, she did not argue much with my sticking with it. If it was a straight up hard no I think she would have tried harder to talk me out of it. We have enough connections if she was seriously wanting nothing to do with me I would have heard. Just not sure which is harder for me, having faith in other people or myself.
I like being able to place blame with others. Its a fault of mine. Seriously though gossip is bad in this town, and we do have enough connections that I feel she wanted nothing to do with me I would know.
no idea aaron
if its like a country town im not surprised
anyway i have to get dressed now and go food shopping and wont be back till midday and then i will listen to music..
and relax
so see you then