In fairness I never asked if itvwas straight up said. Just some casual probing. I know if I got the exact words I'd over think it. Trust. When I say "well it sounds like the main issue is my bugging her in work could get her written up" I trust my best friend to say if a lack of interest was just straight up stated. Kind of funny, even when choosing not to take her advice I still have to trust her. I also presume she would have told me if the vibe was overly hostile. Well she thought I should quit, she did not argue much with my sticking with it. If it was a straight up hard no I think she would have tried harder to talk me out of it. We have enough connections if she was seriously wanting nothing to do with me I would have heard. Just not sure which is harder for me, having faith in other people or myself.
I like being able to place blame with others. Its a fault of mine. Seriously though gossip is bad in this town, and we do have enough connections that I feel she wanted nothing to do with me I would know.
no idea aaron
if its like a country town im not surprised
anyway i have to get dressed now and go food shopping and wont be back till midday and then i will listen to music..
and relax
so see you then
