1. According to a co worker, I have managed to give up on life prior to my 25th birthday.

    I refuse to accept this statement.
  2. I feel I should apologize to this website, for some of my recent actions. Not saying that I was wrong, just that I don't need to be a dick about it.
  3. I just realized, I've only actually listened to Songs of Innocence one time since I bought it.
  4. Drinking chocolate ''powder'' for Stress
    Jasmine green tea for when you feel like ''Dirt'' and need to Degrease yourself from Junk food
    Water plenty of it for Detoxifying Alcohol consumption during and the day after and also helps with stress believe it or not
    Coffee and lots of it is bad for Stress and Anxiety
    Peppermint or Mint tea for Uplifting
    Chamomile tea for Good Sleep

    honest good advise it will help to cope..
  5. Coffee is so not my thing. I prefer Mountain Dew for my caffeine fix.
  6. The terms of the day are cognitive dissonance, and psychological projection. Both are easy to see in my freak out.
  7. Shrink says I'm making progress.
  8. at what point does it make you beautiful when you shoot at me insults
    and expect me to make conversation with you after everything i have told you ?
    sorry but you had your chance more than once
  9. I was not talking to you, but the board in general, and you where insulting me as well, don't pretend you where not. You insulted my personal philosophy in life, the fact I am an atheist, and my I.Q. Don't go claiming you did not.
  10. There is also the fact that I was in the middle of some kind of legit panic attack/mental break, when I was slinging the worst of the insults. I assure you, that you where hardly the only one to get it at that point. Shit, I called one of my best friends ever a fucking bitch, told her I hope she burns in hell, and that I never wanted to talk to her again.

    Due to a combination of past events, and my own personal issues, for about 18 hours starting last Tuesday night, I was about as distraught as I had ever been. At one point I would go so far as to say I was briefly suicidal. Thankfully I calmed down before I did something drastic or stupid. Now, I'm as good as I have been in awhile, because I finally admitted all my issues to myself, and stopped trying to lie to myself, and actually have never felt better.
  11. Aaron, you're an unbelievably unpleasant person. Your problems, and I'm sorry you have them, are neither reason nor excuse for the way you act on this website. Buttons has tried to offer you advice - advice which YOU solicited - and you let fly with the invective. You're beyond hope.
  12. General Chat was once a peaceful, tranquil, often harmonious place to be, but now...