1. Originally posted by MacStripey:Got a call a few hours ago from my godmother.
    My godfather has just passed away due to his suffering from Parkinson. He was in a bad state lately and spent the last week in hospital in agony as the doctors wouldnt accept his personal written decision to be let go when his end came. Damn German laws. His wife, my godmother, faught for him to be let go in peace, in the end she took him home. With the beautiful place only he could see then, a broad smile spread over his face and then he left for good.
    Burial to be next week. He became 71.
    He -obvviously - accompanied me all my life. He was relieved now but he will be so dearly missed. RIP
    I dont like this year so far.
    so sorry for your loss, but i hope you have many dear memories of him, you have my sympathies..
    btw im glad your going to a few shows this year i hope you can be stress free and really have a ball of a time you deserve it

    aaron if you want to and if you mean it an apology doesnt go astray ??
  2. Yes, I'm sorry. Still don't think you where right, but there was no need to be such a dick on my part.
  3. Thanks everyone for your nice words,much appreciated *hugs * :-)

    btw we need a hug smiley in the just updated smiley edition! ;-)
  4. I'm so sorry, stripey. cannot believe the ignorant german paperwork crap sometimes... keep remembering the good times and memories and he shall live on with you you know I'm not religious but this I believe. /hugs
  5. double post, thanks to my phone..
  6. I have to be the only person ever to drink two glasses, and 3 cans of Mountain Dew, on a day they decided to just relax, and take it easy, lol.
  7. apology accepted
    i hope you get yourself sorted with your shrink
    and you may think i was wrong but i was only telling you what the girl believes in being a christian
  8. In fairness there are many different variations of Christianity. Shes a Luthrean. She seems to be of the type that follows it pretty strictly herself, but tends to not be overly preachy to others about it.

    My issue was you where basing your advice around the idea shes into me. I highly doubt this, and in any case it don't matter, because its a dead horse. I'm moving on with my life. There comes a point for every man, where he must realize that some dreams are best to let go of. Make no mistake, I'll be crazy about her, till the day I die, but I just ain't naive enough to see anything good coming from it.
  9. well im sorry, i guess it would be nice if we could see in ones mind how they feel about us then trust would not be a stressful issue,
    but i hope you discussed this with your shrink, it would be a good idea
    i have nobody to talk to, and since i dont trust anybody i have no assurance so im dying inside with all the negatives that plague my mind and its killing me and my mother slowly because she dont understand, and i have no cure i think bc reading minds is beyond a reality
  10. love is dying inside because of it, life for rent - dido
  11. Lol, my shrink really thinks trying would be a good thing for me. She kept saying the girl wants to hang out with me. I kept saying, she said she would if she was asked, which is an entirely different thing. My shrink said, if she didn't want to hang with me, she would not have said, she would say yes, if she was asked.

    Honestly, I know her wanting it to be a group activity, because shes socially awkward, is like consistent with everything I know about her personality type. That, and I find when women go with group activities because they aren't interested, usually the a:don't give an actual explanation, it just happens, and b:usually with women you know better, hence its a common symptom of the friend zone. Given her personality type, and the fact, I've talked to her maybe three times in the last year, the fact she would prefer a group activity don't mean she ain't interested. In fact, it may be a sign of interest if she is actually afraid about being socially awkward in front of me.

    I don't care though for a simple reason. Some people are better off single. I just happen to be one of them.
  12. Also Dido sucks.