I suck at reading her, and it was stupid to bother her at work anyway. Besides I was way too fucking obvious, what I was going for. Fuck.
Shes one of the smartest people I know actually. Some dreams are meant to die. For the longest time I thought I was gonna be a cop. I know I ain't now. Walking away is good.
I know this is a bad idea. I don't care. I have full control of the situation. that is whats important to me.
And I still don't see how awkwardly asking her to hang out once, and making an ass of myself, constitutes leading her on.