1. okay bad doubtful negative day for you again ?? this too shall pass
    so you still drunk
  2. Yes, I'm still fucking drunk, but no I did not have a negative day. Just saw the truth. Also I still feel it was stupid of you to expect good news from me. I mean shit, under perfect conditions I'd say its a 50/50 proposition(most likely worse), not counting the fact I never get any fucking hours at work, plus the random probability of her being working on any given day when I get out of work, and me being able to catch her at that point, if she is free. I mean come on.
  3. ok lets forget about it for now and not dwell on it
    no news fair enough now change subject
    what are your mates up to tonight ?
  4. I do not know, nor do I care.

    And before we get off the subject, its like a two part news matter with her. I mean first I'm telling her, if she asks me too, I'll go away, than if that goes well I'll try getting her number, than I'll try hanging out with her, than if that goes well I'll admit everything to her, and walk away. I mean shit, thats actually like 4 parts or some shit. Who the fuck cares? I already know she ain't interested.
  5. i say it would be good for you to forget about it for now and go to bed since its 12.36 am over there
    and if your not getting enough hours look for work somewhere else meanwhile
    no need to be down because work may be disfunctional
  6. I respect her too much to beg or kiss her ass, and last time I got rejected by a woman, started a chain of events that led to what I can only describe as a disasociative episode.

    I'll sleep in, I'm good.
  7. rejection is not the end of the world..aaron
    your worth your weight in gold if one is not interested their loss obviously not your kettle of fish you just press on and something will one day eventually come along ,,that will be..
  8. people dont form a club and talk about the failures of aarons love live nor do i think anybody cares whom your rejected by nor whom you like..
  9. You fail to realize just how bad it got for me the last time.

    I honestly hope, that when I tell her, I'll go away if she asks me to, that she'll just ask me to.(that felt like a drunk person sentence. Whatever.) She don't, shit get complicated. I like linear situations. Why the hell you think I'm planning on just walking away after I tell her, without waiting for any kind of reaction? Because I cant take this shit anymore.
  10. with that said i cant stay on the net as im going out and have to pack my things
    and be prepared to leave home for a few days
    but ive got internet and radio but for next few hours its just radio..
    so will catch up tomorrow
    so chin up aaron your too hard on yourself and you have low selfesteem from what i gather and theres no need to be like that
    your a funny bloke and you have made me laugh with some of your pms
    chat tomorrow
  11. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:You fail to realize just how bad it got for me the last time.

    I honestly hope, that when I tell her, I'll go away if she asks me to, that she'll just ask me to.(that felt like a drunk person sentence. Whatever.) She don't, shit get complicated. I like linear situations. Why the hell you think I'm planning on just walking away after I tell her, without waiting for any kind of reaction? Because I cant take this shit anymore.
    it may be hard for you but it aint cancer aaron or a dibilitating mental disease haunting you,, you must try and over come this and chatting to your granma dont hurt either..
    i have to go
    seeya
    xx oo
  12. I assure you, my grandma don't give a shit about my nonexistent love life. I need to get this shit squared away. There is a 95% chance this is gonna go bad. I accept that. I need this done regardless of the outcome.