1. I am trying. Just like bitching and I like being able to blame someone. Thing about improving yourself is if it goes wrong its my fault.
  2. Sign maintenance in a blizzard.

    Either it's really early and I can't comprehend or that made no fucking sense.

    Have changed my major, looked at careers I feel would suit me, have cut out people I feel I don't need in my life, and have been talking to her which well she has complained to someone a bit about it, I find it understandable, and does not sound like she was that hostile about it, and under the circumstances I honestly would have been shocked if she was not at least a little annoyed. Also saw a shrink and have been looking into religion.

    Is changing your major going to get somewhere?

    Good, chop off the rind to the bacon. The rind is the shitty bit, the bacon is better.

    Keep her on your side best you can and see where it goes. If it doesn't end well, leave it and try again later. Get the other shit out and done, then get into that...do you need someone to truly make you happy or are the current ones just gonna drag you down.

    Religion, eh. What religion are you going for? Buddhism has always been a good one. Ever tried meditating?
  3. A caution bar on a sign in the drive thru broke lose in a blizzard. I was the guy they sent out. No real choice with a religion yet, just in general. Also on the love life issue I am assuming she wants nothing to do with me which I acknowledge is stupid as the evidence shows shevat least likes talking to me.
  4. Ah right, I see now. Sorry about that.

    Keep in mind about the religion and see what works, but you probably know that already. With her, just be sure she's not taking you for 'a ride', otherwise it's not worth waiting around for her.
  5. Well she's the honest type. I don't think her being kind of pissed at me for a legit reason means much one way or another and I think if she really wanted me gone she would just say so, especially since I implied that to her.
  6. but hes always changing his mind about her
  7. I'm good now.
  8. thats good but i still think you have bi-polar
  9. You agree her being pissed about one thing don't mean much.
  10. not really but its not being real fair when thats the only way to get in contact with her..
    you need to find out once and for all where everything stands..
  11. Accepting a situation and liking it are two separate things. I just feel she would not have pointed out it was the only place we had to see each other if she did not at least like talking. Also I can picture her being the type who would worry easily about getting in trouble at work.