1. so sweet you fallen for a sweet simple nerdy genuine but intelligent girl
    i fell for someone once, he was humble, sweet, simple, funny, charismic, genuine, intelligent, modest and most of all he was selfless which is what i adored alot too but that person died and so did my love its still floating there somewhere, where he used to be but he is no more and ive grown cold
  2. How did he die? If you don't want to talk about it, I understand.
  3. i rather not talk about it sorry
  4. needless to say my love has died for him since then its floating somewhere where we used to be but now im different and my mind is dissappointed and he has no clue bc hes gone
  5. Fair enough.
  6. hes dust now, lives, loves and breathes for it
  7. i get ill whenever im reminded of it and im surrounded by memories
  8. anyway im going to attempt to try and get some sleep now,
    enjoy the show
    tomorrow i wont be listening in, probably be sleeping or doing something
    hopefully im not back here in 30 mins bc i cant sleep bc of meds
    seeya chat whenever
  9. Sleep well.
  10. thanks
  11. slept but very lightly just kept on sleeping dreaming and waking up then repeat
    i could do with more sleep and they were all stupid dreams that made no sense
  12. Ain't all dreams?