I wish I could walk away. Ideally do. Every time I try to find reasons not to like her I just end up feeling like a dick. I am trying tomorrow. Most likely the only day this week I will try. Full disclosure, anyone who knows me will tell you, I put up with way more from people than I should so please don't lecture me on understanding.
so if your up yourself you would understand that anything you say wouldnt be directed to her but yourself and your surroundings and your ego
feed it cause its probably lacking and not satisfied with just her attention
a great weakness in itself
takes great understanding and humility to acknowledge that
obviously cant get enough score to shut you up
hence why she doesnt desire you if she rejects you
gets more love out of a felion
do you need her aaron??
do you know what its like to be lonely (theres no aphrodesiac like loneliness)
do you treasure a simple things you rarely do like hold someones hand and cuddle or is it tap water to you now bc it comes so easy
do you know what its like to exchange smiles with the one you like and
stay up at night thinking about it, where it leads
do you know what its like to treasure the things you get everyday as a simple kind gesture ??
no i dont think so, its just nonexistant
because your arse is pollished isnt it
i bet you dont even search for these silly little things
i want to be happy
and i want you to be happy
but your happy is not my happy
simple as that
different paths
yet yours is wrong...
your too haughty and proud
and stubborn
and you cant find humiltiy and be humble
even when authority.....try to correct you for your benefit
because they know better
and see further than you
which makes you selfish when other people are involved
i know your life has not been easy but your supposed to change for the better
not the worst