1. It was weird. As I told it, everything about the way I am started making sense to myself. My trust, and abandonment issues. Why I want to become a police officer. My cynicism. Why I try to push away those who like me. Why I only feel alive when I do something dangerous. My fascination with the maccabre. It all made sense, and truthfully, it felt good to get all that guilt, and insecurities off my chest. Maybe now I can finally move forward with my life.
  2. Sounds like you did something very good then.

    Police officer, that's as honorable as work can get. Cool.


  3. I want to help people who come from backgrounds similair to mine. Whenever my life went from bad to worse, I was always on my own. No one should have to face the type of shit I have by themselves.
  4. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01[..]

    I want to help people who come from backgrounds similair to mine. Whenever my life went from bad to worse, I was always on my own. No one should have to face the type of shit I have by themselves.


    Anyone who puts himself on the line for others is amazing.
  5. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01[..]

    Yes, but first I have to put my past behind me.


    Can't really comment on that since I don't know your past, but I hope you'll be a police one day and live your dream

    I have a friend who may be like you. He was in a lot of shit in his teenage years (won't give any details out of respect for him) and had the choice between being a bad criminal, and fixing himself. He fixed himself and works with teenagers and giving them something to do, and encouraging them to choose a good path. I respect him a lot.
  6. Aaron, that sounds cool man. Maybe you should study Criminology, my friend is going to do that in university and he wants to advance into the police.

    But, if you are interested in her, message or call her, maybe to meet up sometime. Ask her about her life - girls only want to talk about themselves really. You might end up having something in common.
  7. Originally posted by Mr_Trek:[..]

    Can't really comment on that since I don't know your past, but I hope you'll be a police one day and live your dream

    I have a friend who may be like you. He was in a lot of shit in his teenage years (won't give any details out of respect for him) and had the choice between being a bad criminal, and fixing himself. He fixed himself and works with teenagers and giving them something to do, and encouraging them to choose a good path. I respect him a lot.


    Your friend sounds like a good man.

    I get the choice of paths thing though. My friend I was posting about the other day who threatened me, also came from a fairly tough background. From what I posted, it should be clear which way he went. A goddamn waste really. Before he went to the dark side he wanted to be a schoolteacher.
  8. Can't really speak much about it myself, since I have a pretty easy life. But everyone sure has choices.
  9. Originally posted by KieranU2:Aaron, that sounds cool man. Maybe you should study Criminology, my friend is going to do that in university and he wants to advance into the police.

    But, if you are interested in her, message or call her, maybe to meet up sometime. Ask her about her life - girls only want to talk about themselves really. You might end up having something in common.


    Thats what I was considering studying. I'm hoping to go to college next year. I would this year, but without going into too many details about my past my mother refused to give me her financial isnfo which I needed to get financial aid.

    I'm not sure about messageing, or calling her, but if I run into her, I'll probally ask her if she wants to go for coffee or something. Shes quite likeable, and rather talkative (so am I actually, but less than I used to be), but also the kind of person who is willing to listen. About the only thing that has changed about her, is that going to college out of state her freshmen year has made her quite perverted (but not in an intresting way. Shes also quite religious).


  10. Exactly. I could have went that way. I chose not to, because I knew that at the end, I would either be behind bars, or six feet under.
  11. She sounds like a fascinating girl. Especially if she's religious in some form, she might be really deep too. That's what I miss about society, people don't really have deep or even intelligent conversations.

    Religion, I had a great conversation about it recently, over a few drinks. The stuff we spoke about....