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  1. Originally posted by Buttons:Thinking about Aaron and I have finally come to the conclusion with tears that I dont want to grow old alone,
    in two years I will be 40,
    so I've concluded that the men I have brushed aside in my hall I will now consider as a marraige mate bc I cant stand to be lonely anymore it frightens me so here to welcoming those little flaws I didnt like in them,
    and making close friendships..
    If I dont do it, nothing will happen, and time will just wane, this I truely believe

    So heres to my love life, I want to use all my gifts with someone before I get too lonely and old

    Good luck to you, although personally I feel I have the right idea.
  2. I stand by my belief that love is something made up by big corporations to sell shitty merchandise on Valentines Day.
  3. I'm thinking of quitting college.

  4. I feel worse off in my current condition, so I cant be like you

  5. I'm numb.

    That being said, I figured out what caused me to have my little emo spell.
  6. Sorry your numb!! I've been numb plenty of times comes and goes with my thoughts, but what caused it Aaron ?

  7. Being stuck indoors, plus my tendency to follow news stories, plus the fact that people get crazy around the holidays (look it up, murder, and suicide rates spike in December), kind of made me crack. Things like some guy who used his kid as a human shield in a standoff with the police, or the guy, who caught his house on fire, than killed two of the firefighters that responded. It hit me if I ever actually get hired as a cop, I'm gonna have to deal with this kind of shit in person.

    I'm fine now though. Honestly, I think its better that those types of things bothered me, than if they had not affected me at all.

    Guess I kind of just got fed up with the shit people do to each other. At that moment, I just wanted nothing to do with anyone, professionally, personally, academically, or romantically.
  8. I can honestly say, I'm mostly fine now, although it sucks that it looks like the girl I like wont be back this semester. I hope shes doing fine wherever she is.
  9. I totally agree with you there,
    and me being a single mother with no man around makes me feel endangered for her and mmyself.
    Lady over here got raped in her own bed by an intruder than he forced her to an atm to draw out her money than fled.
    And I cant drive everywhere bc I suffer panic attacks(long story) but so my daughter catches public transport and thats not safe lots of things happen at train/bus depo's.
    And my folks are getting old and my sibblings are too busy with their own families and dont understand my sickness and my daughters,
    so were fish out of water so to speak,
    they just think i can manage and im making fuss without emotion for the sake of it.
  10. I'm fine now, although I'm still keeping my love life on the back burner, but who knows? My social life has improved in general, and my various platonic chick friends all think that I could have decent luck with women, despite my claim that any woman interested in me must be effed in the head (well aide from the one who jokingly said, "Those are the best kind.")
  11. I also kind of have cabin fever. bad weather, a cold, and a knee injury have kept me indoors.
  12. Thats good im glad you haven't eliminated opportunity that comes your way.
    I've decided I should'nt be so fussy and that I should just move on bc like I said I have many worries, and Im not young plus too I need to have some laughter and love/companionship in my life.
    I have to get out more often but at my hall their are a few guys so I just have to go more often.
    Aaron your young you will get plenty of opportunities, dont let your knee get you down or the criminal world around you, easier said than done I know.
    Did you go skating?
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