on that note i only remember two exs and for a reason, one was like a pimpy french men its was a dirty day to remember that i liked and hes was abusive and used to cry for hitting me out of jealousy after love making but eventually i got stabbed in the back, so here to remembering why his lover didnt like me and second was my pommy guy who i got totally bored with and used to cry too because his floozy was in big troubles all the time they were drifting apart but i remember because i was bored out of my mind even though he was my savior when i got bored and was fighting with my rock
had to remember those things to understand where im at now and whom im like and why, and thats all theres no love in it for them accept perhaps a drink for my love
My dog has been put to sleep on Thursday. She was a Boxer, born into my arms here at home 6 years ago. She had a giant tumor in her tummy,discovered only some days ago. Nothing could be done to cure her, she stayed in narcotic on operation on Thursday and fell asleep there on my wish. Poor lady. Buried her in our garden, next to her mom. My best mate is gone. Rest in peace, my companion. I miss you so much. Always in my heart.