its only stalking if you found out where she worked by following her and not asking lol
but thats fair enough
you can afford a shrink ?
love to have a shrink but he/she would have to know everything to tap into this brain of mine lol
No I didn't follow her there. She was working today, but was busy, so I didn't bug her. I'm actually trying to make an effort with her now , but I ain't gonna be an ass about it.
My shrink is a free service provided by my college.
i wish you luck buddy, hope it all works out well
i have to give the dog breakfast now and water the garden soon before the heat attacks it, take care and catch up some other time,
i dont have much news for myself accept i might be leaving home for a few days, but will still have the internet
so take a rain check.....
You want the truth? Considering calling the cops on myself for stalking. That, and or recording all the conversations I have with everyone where they insist I ain't a stalker, so I have a record of the bad advice.
no i think everybody is right your not stalking..your being paranoid now
''God'' my sound system is kewl... cranking ''theres a hole in my heart that goes all the way to china'' you better fill it up with love before i fall insider by cindy lauper
going out soon to buy coffee, we're craving espresso since we dont have that at home, had one but it was evil and it broke down on me so i took it...and ditched it
No shit I'm paranoid. Just feels really weird to be making an effort after so many years. For whatever reason, I just cant get over her. We both still live in town, both seem stuck perpetually single, usually get along well the times we do actually see each other and talk, and like I said, we work across the street from each other, so I decided, fuck it. Whats he worst that can happen? Evidently I must see something special there, if I cant get over her after all this time.
im missing a shrink... been in the valley of deep shadow for too long that even my mother doesnt understand me, so i have nobody to talk to and i get desparate and i crack and stress and only a lord would understand me but cant talk to him for the moment so mum is my only release and not a very good one either, besides im supposed to keep busy....and marry someday somehow
aw aaron thats ''sweet''.. i say go for it.. worst that can happen is she doesnt like you and call up the cops because of evident stalker (joke lol)
Being perfectly honest though, well I was starting to make a half ass effort, what got me dedicated to actually trying to make a real good one, was I had a borderline near death experience a couple weeks back. Followed by a drunk epiphany, where I realized there is absolutely no good reasons not to try.
if she likes you.. then a lady loves creepy and desparate it turns more into romantic and charming provided you dont look like a eugene lol sorry my bad manners a little class dont hurt..
I have no idea what she thinks of me, although if I had to guess, I'd say she don't dislike me. She at least thinks of me in neutral terms if not positive ones, I'd guess. Also I suspect she suspects I like her, or at least did at one point.
My gameplan, is to just stay as calm and cool as possible no matter what. Gonna try to get her to catch up over coffee, and if that goes well, I'll ask her out properly, and or tell her I like her. I'm prepared for just about any answer, from her telling me to fuck off, and that she never wants to talk to me again, to her confessing that shes secretly in love with me for years, although I think we can agree, its most likely gonna be between those two extremes. Honestly I think at this point I would prefer the first answer though. Get it over with. Get closure, and walk away.