Yeah, last time I saw, and actually managed to talk to her, she was working. It was when I botched my initial attempt at asking her to catch up. I went up to her to checkout, and she said something like "Its been a long time", then I ran my debit card through the scanner the wrong way, which inadverdently led to a nice conversation, about my job, vs her job. I kept eye contact with her, and she did not face away, and like I said, she looked like she may have been blushing. She did not try to rush me through, and she easily could have if she wanted to. I took my leave though, because I didn't want to bother he too long well she was working. Than as I walked away, I realized that for whatever reason I had forgotten to ask her if she wanted to catch up sometime, so I just yelled "Hey, hit me up some time, we should catch up" as I walked out the the door, which looked like it really threw her off. Since I did it as I was walking away, I feel it looked like an afterthought, or she thought I was just joking around or something. I messaged her the next day on Facebook telling her I was serious, but I then phrased the rest really open ended, essentially just saying hit me up at some point, if she finds the time. I know she has a short attention span. In addition it was around Christmas, and shes pretty family oriented, so she was most likely busy with relatives and stuff. Now that being said, I consider her very honest. I feel if she was straight up non interested, she would have said so, and if she had a serious issue with me, she would have defriended and/or blocked me, but she didn't. I also know our mutual close friend, also recently made an effort to get her to catch up over Facebook, and never heard back from her. Also, most of her co-workers seem to like me. If she thought I was a creep I feel she would have told them, and they would be much colder to me.
if she was not interested she would have eyed you to hurry up bc she has other customers waiting and no conversation would have taken place, how interested is the question i can not answer to that scenario unfortunately, id love to say its match made in heaven but i cant
Like I said, she looked like she was thrown off by me asking her to catch up sometime, but I botched my delivery bad, and did it in a way I could not clarifiy anything to her at the time. But up to that point we had been having a nice conversation, and actually now that I think of it, she seemed to be taking to lead in it, when she could have just said hi, and tried to push me through.
just go ahead with your plans and think positive,
i have to go, before my to do list, i also have a two hour meeting i have to listen to
so take care and good luck, hope everything works out
whats her name btw
and do you still live at your grandmothers or have you moved into your own place
Conversation if I recall right was something to the effect of I tried to run my debit card through the reader backwards by accident (I do this alot). She said something about this, and pointed out that its the opposite way of how they scan their employee id cards to get into a register, and then goes on about how she has to do that, to get back on it, after like 10 minutes with no customers. If she wanted to get rid of me, I feel she would have just either told me how to do it, or let me figure it out myself. I then made a joke about how at least their registers work, because all the equipment where I work is always fucking broke, and she starts going on about, "yeah, this ain't that bad a job" and whatnot, and includes the story of a douchey customer, so I go on about how I don't really mind my job, because I work in the back, and don't have to see customers, so she points out something to the effect of agreeing, because they usually stick her back in cosmetics. I feel she kept the conversation going more than she had too. I then took my leave, and as you know I botched my delivery, and it looked like it threw her off(awkward laugh, and smile, or her part, reminded me of the look on someones face when they laugh at a joke, but don't actually get it, although in fairness, if she was really against it, she could have just told me to fuck off)or she thought I was just joking around, (which if she does like me at all, or suspects I like her, given I have never made a serious effort before would make sense). Given how well the conversation had gone prior to that, I feel it was just a case of a badly botched delivery on my part. She looked thrown off/surprised, not pissed, or offended, I'd go so far to say, she looked like she wanted some kind of claification, but I was on my way out the door, so I could not give it. I then messaged her on Facebook the next day to clarify, but I phrased it very open ended. She never got back to me, but as I said, she did not say she was not interested, or unfriend and/or block me, and our mutual friend also tried to catch up with her via Facebook, and never heard back.
Okay, I cant run away from this anymore. As I was getting out of work, I found out there was a major fire around where she lives. Found out it was a business fire, but for the few minutes before I did, I was like legit close to freaking the fuck out.
