good advice there aaron i would take it
whiskey is all gone but im in a great mood
i should go out lol
caught up with an old friend and we're catching up friday
she one of my best friends
got to cheer her up
going through a break up
You think shes crazy about me? I've known her like 7 years. In that time there was a 3 year stretch with like no contact, and on average we seem to see each other maybe half a dozen times a year, the last few years, and like I said, last time I saw her, I badly botched my first try, at seeing if she'll catch up with me.
I call bullshit.
I am doing this for closure, and so my best platonic chick friend, who is also close friends with the girl in question will shut up about it. Of course she thinks its a good idea, I mean who don't like the idea of two of their closest friends hooking up? I called her out on it. Too be fair, I did feel like a dick after, but that just ain't how the world really works.
This is real life, not some fucking romantic comedy.
My shrink says, my issues is I spend too much time thinking about every single possible way something could happen, and tend to focus on the worst possible outcomes.
Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:My shrink says, my issues is I spend too much time thinking about every single possible way something could happen, and tend to focus on the worst possible outcomes.
I know I should do it. I honestly cant think of any good reasons not to. I just don't see much at this point coming from telling her straight up though, except closure. I'm cool with that though.
I mean everyone I've talked too agrees my logic checks out, on trying again, even though she didn't get back to me the previous time I tried to get her to catch up, but what if she actually wants nothing to do with me, and hates my guts, and I just make myself look like an asshole? I don't like coming off as desperate.
makes sence,
just go ahead and do what you have to do but be careful how you go about things, im sure you'll be fine as long as you dont keep avoiding her or she will have no reason to want to do anything with you because of ignorance, keep the friendship and btw desparate is a major turn on for me
i have a to do list i want done
today or over the next couple of days,
i want some more photos developed for myself
i want to watch some cool movies i havent been able to see yet
i want to listen to some live u2 shows that have rare singles or songs on them
that i would like to hear
and i like to get a chance to pick up my two new pair of spectacles as soon as possible so i can see better
and i like to do these so i dont die of boredom and keeping busy is good for someone so lonely
What makes sense, my logic? I don't know I feel I'm trying too hard to justify doing it.
Plus if she is willing to give me a chance, I'm gonna have to have a rather awkward conversation, about why I've never tried before.
Every person I have ran it past says to try. Some know her, some don't. and the majority I have told most of if not all of the details. At the end of the day though, it all comes down to my choice.
