Honestly I know having nothing to lose, means I can never be as good as someone who does. I just honestly don't care. I'm too big a fuck up to get something worth losing. So I'm content.
Obviously you don't yearn for your soul or a soul mate or even believe in souls mates to be saying that and all I can say is your a miserable man,
Why do you even like U2 music when it centres around the i motions of a married man, his passions,despair and love?
You assume I've always been like this, lol. One day I got up and realized how the world works. Guys like me work shitty jobs, which don't pay, go to shitty colleges, studying for a career they cant remember why they chose, and they sure as fuck don't get the girl, when they confess to her, that they've been crazy about her for years, in fact, I'll be lucky if she don't stick a restraining order on my ass.
Hell, long as I ain't annoying about it, or seem to seriously piss her off, I would not even consider asking her to catch up subsequent times to be making that big an ass of myself.
I can walk away right now if I chose to, and say I tried though, if I wanted to. Just saying.
Well I believe in soul mates and I'm going to find someone someday who will, make me laugh,cry,feel wanted,loved and needed, make me feel safe and secure from danger and contention, die for me, kill for me in like a medieval setting of course,turn me on, be a great family man, take the lead, support me financially, help me when I'm sick, stick with me when im old, is loyal and trustworthy and is secretive about our personals and is a best friend and puts God and us first and foremost, to always feel the security of a higher force, and I would certainly be everything I've typed in return