If she gives you your freedom she does, anything as long as it don't break your bond, of course she wouldnt want you to be hurt but you can't live like a hermit, life is for living if you hurt yourself you will not be stupid enough to do it again I hope
And you still need to find out what she thinks, stop deciding for her
I stand by my statement.
If she was interested at all she would have made some kind of effort by now.
She don't give a damn about me. I accept this, and am cool with it. I just want to tell her, so I can know for sure, have closure, and get on with my life.
Religious give her safety and protection from God in a good foundation in her future and marriage, conservative teaches to be satisfied, and sheltered is protection outside where there is a world most times seeking their own advantage it teaches to make wise choices with friends, she has it made
Of course it becomes more flexible when married but is a good upbringing
Yes, I know I botched it. She looked confused, like she wanted some kind of clarification, like she could not tell if I was joking around, or if I was serious, what my intentions where. If I was just looking for a booty call, I would not be interested in her. Going off what I told you, does she sound like shes gonna let me in her pants fast? Hell, I would not be the least bit surprised if she was a virgin, and/or trying to wait for marriage.
Course I botched my follow up attempt as well, phrasing it as open ended as possible, around a time when she was most likely busy, and I know shes forgetful, so why should I be surprised she never got back to me on that, although it at least showed I was not trying for just a booty call. So if nothing else the follow up was at least fair as damage control, potentially.
I need to get over her. That's all there is to it. I need to hear her say she ain't interested in me, i don't care if she tells me to fuck off straight up, or she tells me, she likes me as just a friend. I need to know this, so I can walk away, and get on with my life. There is nothing there. Maybe there was at some point, but I lost it, and I have to live with that, but I can, and I will get on with my life, and either be content single, or find someone else, and I will know I did the right . This is real life, not some stupid movie. She ain't gonna tell me she has been into me for years, but was afraid to act, fall into my arms, get married, and have a house, a dog and kids. That shit just don't happen. I accepted this a long time ago.