1. Sitting with my dad at doc office,he's not fit. Taking the waiting time to jump online quickly.

    Emiel,you have been my inspiration lately,you have no idea. Carrying me through more than one difficult phase. Thank you. Happy to realize you're going well so far. I'm with you all the way.

    Today, I will face my final shot of radiotherapy. 27 units done then. I will have a talk with the doctors right afterwards today,so I will get a plan how things will continue from here on. I will share here when I can type again.for now, my last daily taxi ride to the clinic will go today at 1115, final radiation at 1215,done by 1230,talk, appointments,taking the face mask as bad souvenir, and back home by 1400.
    In general I'm burnt from inside out but it will end today :-D

    More to come. Walking on!! Love you,my friends!
  2. Difficult to read back here,can hardly see. Sergio, you're always there for me. You know all I wanna say.love you.
    Tim, Pato, Buttons (I fail at remembering names sometimes,apologies), Julien, all of you Sh forget to mention right now,thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here,for caring,for your comments I can't read ;-) I think of you daily,your support means more than you think. No empty words,even though I have a feeling it might sound like it. God,typing here like a freak while I can,so me :-) bottom line: one old fat girl in Germany loves her friends.thank you so much <3
    Off with the horns..,.you know :-)
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  4. Karl, not to forget you!! Thinking of you as well. With you in my thoughts.

    Sergio... *broad smile*
  5. Alles liebe
  6. Nice to hear from you Kirsten,
    no doubt things are tough for you and Emiel,
    I think about you both as my Aunt (Dads) sister had ovarian cancer removed but it has gone into her thyroids so shes is on chemo as well, she is very sick on the chemo its not taking to her very well,
    throwing up alot
    And my dear Uncle (Mums brother) Has a cancerous tumour in the brain and has lost vision in one eye,
    they cannot operate anymore,
    but he is on chemo and we are all praying and are hopeful,
    and its a great inspiration to see your positive feedback,
    stay strong and may Yahweh be in your prayers..
    Love Buttons
  7. Nice read Kirsten that i be your inspiration ..i also have my lower days ..but when i feel good i enjoy life more than anything.
    I have some days that i very hard pain in my stomach ..but that was only for about four days ....sometimes nauseous and i have to puke an have the first three days burden off tingling hands an feet when i came in contact with very cold things ..if i swallow it feels like - 30 below zero. And i can feel my epiglottis open and close what gives a weird feeling.
    I have side effects ..but hey i can life with that...and i stay positive...i have to keep on going as long as i can ...maybe i only have two years ...if they can't help me further ...we will wait and see ..but hey the sun shines ...the birds whistle and i am happy...we al help you Kirsten to support each other see what U2 did for us they brought us all togheter

    Walk On !
  8. Originally posted by MacStripey:Difficult to read back here,can hardly see. Sergio, you're always there for me. You know all I wanna say.love you.
    Tim, Pato, Buttons (I fail at remembering names sometimes,apologies), Julien, all of you Sh forget to mention right now,thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here,for caring,for your comments I can't read ;-) I think of you daily,your support means more than you think. No empty words,even though I have a feeling it might sound like it. God,typing here like a freak while I can,so me :-) bottom line: one old fat girl in Germany loves her friends.thank you so much &lt;3
    Off with the horns..,.you know :-)

    Thanks Kirsten - so great to read you! 27 sessions behind, that it truly terrific... Emiel: I really hope things will get better soon!! I keep all fingers crossed, for both of you!
  9. Is proud to listen to you two !!!
  10. Kirsten, forged in fire.

    You'll no doubt become a radioactive superhero now.

  11. Kirsten,
    I have been thinking of you all the time.
    You have been so strong going through so much.