your attitude towards relationships is whats going to lead you to a lonely man and will kill you even if you think your happy alone, i study your wrong and not
i have to go now, ive got washing to hang up and i need to go out shopping and perhaps buy myself a latte so have a good sleep if its night time there and i'll chat to you later when im back or tonight or tomorrow, just please stop backing out and dont stop trying
i did many years ago to even tried to top myself out a few times when it was my only way out and almost succeeded but i was found and taken to emergency unfortunately at the time, but when i lost my fiance i realized that it could have hurt many people i loved even though the torture was not worthit everyday just to keep them happy im around, but i realized i have to take care of myself now and am now afraid of death now thinking if my children we're to suffer like i have whom would they have better to talk and support them better than myself whos experienced many things, so i now hold on to dear life because of that, i dont want to see them suffer without me by their side
you have nobody your responsible for and no one to protect, where as i do, you see if your a cop you should care for people and punnish those who are criminals and there everywhere, and you have your right to do that because your searching for peace and order without encrouching on peoples personal rights and what is fair in Gods eyes and not your own, i certainly know a cop should be strict in justice and peace and be fair, people put ''their lives and livelyhood'' in the trust of police and they deserve respect and a decent wage back, because they put their lives at stake for this purpose and there is more public than there is police
1: I'm not sure I want to be a cop anymore.
2: I'm not sure I should.
3: Anyone who chooses a career with an above average risk of death should lack attachments, and cops should be entirely objective.
im glad you have decided that and if ever you hurt her or are evily inclinded toward her just remember the righteous like her have the right to see you punnished for your wickedness and she can work towards that by Gods doing, some call it karma, i call it law and justice and protecting society from wickedness especially when the wicked is powerful, thats how God sees it, you see God is planning a paradise on earth with peace and harmony as the key, harmony is like a symphony ochestra everybody has their place and is happy and compliment one another to produce a piece of art to the pleased spectator in which case is God