1. only someone careless would !@#$ up unless you turn to jellylike and go all stupid around her and stuff up but thats different kind of stuff up
  2. I can honestly say, this is the single worst day of my life.
  3. why your not f!@##@! up yet are you ?
    just if your going to see her, give it your most, love her like a father
    be ''protective'' for her like your ''child'', love her like a best friend and be considerate,
    have passion for her as though you just met to keep the fire always burning
    its not hard if she feels the same way, she will return the same if shes not selfish in which case i think shes not
    and then you will be doing right by everybody
  4. Originally posted by wtshnnfb01:1: I'm not sure I want to be a cop anymore.
    2: I'm not sure I should.
    3: Anyone who chooses a career with an above average risk of death should lack attachments, and cops should be entirely objective.


    you saying you cant live because your a cop
    thats a chance a lover takes
    sure its heartbreak if anything should happen but there is God given hope if something were to happen
    God protects the good and harms those who harm them maybe not straight away but he does act
    and the hope is that he promises to bring back the dead after judgement day, but thats for christians who believe and im a believer in love and justice and peace
    better to die a good man than to be punnished from God as a sinner agains his beloved children
  5. Thats the dumbest fucking thing I ever heard.
  6. why?
  7. Having nothing to lose is true freedom. Its really that simple.
  8. This is real not some stupid movie.
  9. sorry i forget your athiest, rainbow is not some stupid movie either, neither is coincidence but rather a divine force with wisdom and knowledge, oh and if you happen to sleep and have dreams that your drunk and horny that too is just not pre-thought by a mastermind but just coincidence and evolution, sorry but that was me and my sarcasm
  10. I could blow a couple hundred bucks on whiskey bout now.
  11. sometimes i feel like doing that to rid the negative that attacks me when the boss uses me for work, but today im back to normal and good just a little scarred and tired and impatient and selfish, but an innocent good selfish in my own right, im only seeking happiness like yourself and i know what that is but i have to make sure im okay before i cant give my all to others or i will fall apart otherwise
  12. I need to get the fuck away from this place, dont tell anyone, and never come back.