damn, my blue-white heart is bleeding.... if it weren't for my health issues and I wouldn't still have to stay at home (read: away from events that are FUN), I would be in the North Stands right now...... standing side by side with my friends right now...... you see all those blue-white Schalke flags on tv? behind the goal? those jumping singing folks? that's where you always find me.... and tonight, for one of the most important matches of my team, I'm damned to sit in front of tv

/self-pity
anywayz........



