1. Eh, fuck it, might as well give it a shot.

    I'm done running.
  2. I am letting past events dictate my present.
  3. Unethical, but I am using pissing off people who dislike me to motivate myself to try to be happy. Its working. Only thing bothering me now is that I lack a car, although I don't see it being much an issue with the girl in question. It means I'm ready to try though, because i have moved on to worrying about specific issues in regards to trying, lol.
  4. Congrats on ruining yet another topic, Aaron
  5. Talk to my shrink about it.
  6. My shrink says, I overthink everything, have a negative self image, focus on the worst possible outcomes, and that my failure to make peace with my past, is having a negative impact on my present,and future.

    Your shrink should have a plaque for stating the bleeding obvious.
  7. Least I'm trying to help myself. Should have done it awhile ago, but better late than never.
  8. When I try to lie to myself is when I start loosing my shit. When I just accept the situation I am fine.
  9. does anybody here get into opera and the song stories ? like medieval ones
  10. "I hope that my work - the activism - will be forgotten. Because I hope those problems will have gone away." - Bono, 2005

    me too, me too
  11. she's a witch into demons