Conversation if I recall right was something to the effect of I tried to run my debit card through the reader backwards by accident (I do this alot). She said something about this, and pointed out that its the opposite way of how they scan their employee id cards to get into a register, and then goes on about how she has to do that, to get back on it, after like 10 minutes with no customers. If she wanted to get rid of me, I feel she would have just either told me how to do it, or let me figure it out myself. I then made a joke about how at least their registers work, because all the equipment where I work is always fucking broke, and she starts going on about, "yeah, this ain't that bad a job" and whatnot, and includes the story of a douchey customer, so I go on about how I don't really mind my job, because I work in the back, and don't have to see customers, so she points out something to the effect of agreeing, because they usually stick her back in cosmetics. I feel she kept the conversation going more than she had too. I then took my leave, and as you know I botched my delivery, and it looked like it threw her off(awkward laugh, and smile, or her part, reminded me of the look on someones face when they laugh at a joke, but don't actually get it, although in fairness, if she was really against it, she could have just told me to fuck off)or she thought I was just joking around, (which if she does like me at all, or suspects I like her, given I have never made a serious effort before would make sense). Given how well the conversation had gone prior to that, I feel it was just a case of a badly botched delivery on my part. She looked thrown off/surprised, not pissed, or offended, I'd go so far to say, she looked like she wanted some kind of claification, but I was on my way out the door, so I could not give it. I then messaged her on Facebook the next day to clarify, but I phrased it very open ended. She never got back to me, but as I said, she did not say she was not interested, or unfriend and/or block me, and our mutual friend also tried to catch up with her via Facebook, and never heard back.
Okay, I cant run away from this anymore. As I was getting out of work, I found out there was a major fire around where she lives. Found out it was a business fire, but for the few minutes before I did, I was like legit close to freaking the fuck out.
Hello aaron I'm on the iPad so punctuation will be pristine lol
These things happen all the time don't worry just get used to it
Your being a little too paranoid you should get that checked
I'm sure she will always be okay, hope in the lord
The worst that could have happened and has happened is falling sick through smoke inhalation depending where the wind is blowing and if the air con is on or windows are open, that would suck though
But did you get a chance to see her?
No, I did not get to see her. Anyway though I was freaking out though, before I found out it was a business fire. I knew it was around where she lived(no I ain't stalking her, she used to be friends with my sister), and I had no way of finding out if she was okay, and the fire was bad enough I could see the smoke cloud way across town. Anyway, I realized, I cant run away anymore.
Oh sweet, this is nice to read, hoping you see her soon and I hope her feelings are likewise, life has funny ways of telling us things, don't you think?
Things like that have happened to me before
I always take note
I just woke up 2 hours ago and couldn't get back to sleep
But had an awesome but scary dream, was an adrenalin dream doing freaky things and then ended with ordering awesome pizza
I'm such a deep sleeper you'd think I was dead if you try to wake me up lol
Even my dog dreams a lot too and he is starting to love slumber more now because he lives on my bed, bad habit I know but one day I will stop that
When is your next chance at seeing her?
Have you though about telephone?
Oh sweet, this is nice to read, hoping you see her soon and I hope her feelings are likewise, life has funny ways of telling us things, don't you think?
Things like that have happened to me before
I always take note
I just woke up 2 hours ago and couldn't get back to sleep
But had an awesome but scary dream, was an adrenalin dream doing freaky things and then ended with ordering awesome pizza
I'm such a deep sleeper you'd think I was dead if you try to wake me up lol
Even my dog dreams a lot too and he is starting to love slumber more now because he lives on my bed, bad habit I know but one day I will stop that
When is your next chance at seeing her?
Have you though about telephone?
I lack her number. I try to bug her on my way home from work, and I pretty much only work on the weekends these days do to college. She was working the other day, but she seemed busy so I chose not to bother her. I'm hoping to seriously make an effort with her, but I ain't gonna handle it like an idiot.
Well the issue is it always seems like shes never working when I get out of work (or if she is, shes somewhere in the store, where I don't see her, or some shit), but she works right across the street from me, so why not try?